Hi DA, love to see you all!

anywho, I've decided to cancel this shitty account by leaving it vacant. Jeff Dyrallo? He was a psychic character I made up in like 6th grade. He wore a trench coat. What a fucking tool. And I mean, read all the bullshit I've pooped out in my Journals. useless.

Also I hate you all. Every time I get a +fav from one of you cock-suckers, yes the hyphen was necessary, i look at your profiles and I see your poorly drawn attepts at Anime, that all of your friends pretend to love. What a circle jerk this place is.

Plus it's overrun with talentless 14 year olds. I know because I joined as one. Why can't someone come on and say "Hey Trever, see this comic you drew? It sucks why'd you try?" Because you're all vaginas.

So I'm going to make a new account. I don't know why I bother. Anyway I hope I never see you guys again, fuck yourselves.

-Trever

After possibly the greatest weekend I have ever experienced i my life, I have to figure out how to make the rest of my week tolerable in comparison.

This weekend I've done a lot of shit I've always wanted to:

I made the tridge longer. (The tridge is a walking bridge over two rivers. I'm not a carpenter)
I talked to a ex and had fun, legitimately as buds.
I sucked at pool enough to win the attention of a pretty lady.
Said pretty lady seems like exactly the sort of attention I've always wanted to attract.
I sang well at a college party.
I had fun with friends.

This sounds super lame but I don't really wanna go into detail about how and why the weekend was awesome, just that it is, I'm in a good mood, and I can't see why I ever wasn't.

Junior year's about over.

That's all.

Advice Requested:

There's a few girls I may or may not have a thing for.
None of them are attractive in a traditional sense.
Except to me. They're effin gorgeous to me.
One is a Freshman.


...is that kosher? I feel like a jerk.
She just seems too easy. And I mean, not in a slut kind of way.
As in I'm a junior and it's very easy for me to date a freshman.
Which puts me in a position of power I definitely am not comfortable with.

Anyway, whether I go for it or not I'm going to regret it so I might as well do it.
But I'm very uncomfortable with being with a 15 year old.


Also, I checked out Journey to the Center of the Earth from the school library.
And fuck that book. I got to chapter 7 when I realized that reading it was a chore.

Day after prom, didn't go, not a lot to say about it.

So lately I've found a few changes in my life:

I have just realized that I find my ex the most boring person ever.
I've joined another band.
Jarrod, who was my buddy for forever, has stopped talking to me completely. I'm not upset.
I hate who I was two years ago.
I hate watching people do and say stupid shit.
I realize how bleak and lonely my future is.
And I want my boring ex back anyway.